i don’t feel that it is necessary to fill my life with useless complaints and ridiculous drama.

on this earth, i have come to realize, that there a very few people on this earth who get me. who understand how i feel about the world. how i feel about life and loving and living. there are exactly TWO people in pittsburgh who get me. they probably aren’t the ones most would guess. i don’t have time to waste on petty drama. the truth is that i care 10times more about everyone else than i care about myself. it absolutely KILLS me when someone takes the tiniest thing that i do or say and turns it into something dramatic. especially when it’s just…NOT. maybe i should watch what i say. maybe i should be a little more careful. or maybe, just maybe, you can realize that there are more important things going on in this world. better things to waste my time on than trying to secretly sabotage your life. the forces-at-be are always busy fucking up my world. i have one fuck of a mess to clean up. the mess that i have made of my life.

i dont need this.
i dont have time for this.
and the worst part is that i cant even talk to you about it because you’ll do exactly what you always do, turn it into something that it’s not. and i dont have the heart to deal with it ANYMORE. so i guess i’ll just leave.

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