by the end of this week i think i will probably be dead to the world. since i got back from Pennsylvania i have not had ONE DAY that i didnt work one or both jobs. i’m going on my 8th day of work here…and i know i’ll at least be working until friday.

i guess this is the life i have chosen for myself. growing up kinda sucks. i just feel exhausted. tonight will be a huge relief because i only work this morning and i finally have a night off. FINALLY. and what will i do? pay bills and do laundry. i am such a cool kid…i know.

good things do happen to those who work hard, though. i just got a raise and i’m pretty fucking happy about it. i really was starting to get desparate for money…so much that i was actually pondering finding a new job and leaving ear X-tacy…which is actually the last thing i would ever want to do because i love it there so much. so i’m so relieved to be able to stay there…and to be able to afford all the luxuries in my life that are important to me…like going to concerts.

next up i think i might head to a show or two around here…depending on my days off work and then we’re going up to chicago with emily to warped tour. i’m pretty excited for emily to be able to come. it should be a good time because we haven’t been to a concert with her in forever and she has never seen circa survive. i am excited for her.

i’ve been in really weird moods lately. not sure what the deal with that is. and i keep having those weird dreams and i have been getting really creeped out by random shit on a daily basis. maybe it’s just because a few things in my life are changing right now and i’m a little wary of how things are going to play out in the near future.

 my life is so boring.